Diary of me (( :
Monday, May 31, 2010

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LESS THAN A DAY TO WAIT !
Tym ah tym , past faster eh ! Arghhh !
Hmmm , went to have lunch today downstairs and went to lan after that
Played few rounds of dota and the tym was 12plus !
Tym really past fast today ! Is it because i have things to do ? Or less thoughts ?!
Well , i only noe ! Its not enough ! Because i still have more than 10 hours to wait ! FASTER FASTER !
Hais ... Today ? Hmmm , today 's mood was bad at the start .
Started to picked up some fun things on the comp and went to have lunch
Slowly , my mood was neutral ! And , im tired now !
Idiot uh , played your games le !
Sleeping so late because i watched movies ! ( :
By the tym you had read my post , you have alrdy received the surprise !
Right ?! Happy happy ?!
There is another surprise waiting for you when you meet me ! ( :
Never thought that im so meticulous right ?! Hahah !
K la , im not working ( : I have tym to meet you ! LOL !
Faster come back ! I want my presents !
( Less than a day to wait ! )
Woots ~!

posted at 5:41 AM by ™bøR!n™

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Bored today !
Stayed at home for the whole day !
Idiot uh , faster come back eh ! Very bored !
Found a job today , 50% chance of working it .
Tomoro i will get an answer . But , if i starts to work ,
How am i suppose to meet you when you are back ?!
How how how ?!
Im not feeling good these days ! Please , tell me a solution when you are back !
Arghhh !

( 2 days before you are back ! Hais ... )

posted at 12:04 AM by ™bøR!n™

Saturday, May 29, 2010

IM SO FED UP !
ARGHHHH !


posted at 1:39 AM by ™bøR!n™

Hmmm , lets talk about today !
Went to have breakfast at Northpoint mac and off to Toapayoh .
And went off to safra at around 3+ .
Played a round of billard and waited for my friends to finish their game of number ball
Was feeling hungry , so walked over to Northpoint and had my dinner at sakae .
Well , nothing much to do so decided to go home after that .
Went to have a haircut and went back home around 9+ .
Tomoro will be going for a wedding ! ( :
I need to wake up early !
ARghhh ! Im so bored ! Anyone to entertain me ?!
I will go mad 1 day , serious !
Today mood was neutral ! Still a long way to go ! Hais , 31st Faster come !
Idiot , please be patience , once you reach Singapore , you will receive my surprise !
( : To me , i put in alot effort , but to you , may not be anything great ?
Played your game le ! Gonna sleep soon ! Tired !

( 3 more days to wait before you are back ! )
Tym , please , past faster ! Arghhh !

posted at 12:56 AM by ™bøR!n™

Friday, May 28, 2010

Alright , back to posting again !
Arghh , idiot , im feeling not good today !
Very pekcek ! remind me to tell you when you are back .
I hate it ... Regretted on going .
Life is simple today .

Barely slept for 3-4 hours
Went to sch , collect report book and back home .
Bath , and out to met some frens for lan .
Played until 8 plus and went to have dinner . Resume lan at around 10.30
till 12.30 ! Took bus home and reached home at 1.05
Bath and posting now ! Idiot , im starting to master your games uh !
It only takes me 15-20 mins today ! ( :
But , i am very tired now !
Fallen asleep half way through posting ! Really very tired !
Arghh ! Im feeling very very very @#$#$%%$#
How how how ?! How i wished you are here , atleast can let me scold !
Right ?! Kidding la ... But , really not feeling so good .

( 4 more days till YOU are back ! )

posted at 1:18 AM by ™bøR!n™

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Idiot , first day over at malaysia ? How fine ?
Hmmm , alot to say ! hahaha ! Im going to sch tomoro ! ( :
Because of you , i shall post everyday ! When you are back , you can see,
wad i have done during these days when you are not around !
Touched touched ?! LOL !

Starting from today , fallen asleep at 9 plus and woke up at 2 exactly .
Didnt ate anything until i cooked myself my dinner .
Ate my dinner and watch some shows .
Login to your fb to help you played your games .
And continued with my account ( :
Done playing and im posting here right now ! Your games uh ...
I dunno how to play ! Waste my 1 hour tym !
Arghhh ! Faster come back with my gifts ! Hahaha !

( 5 days before you reach Singapore ! )

posted at 1:08 AM by ™bøR!n™

Monday, May 24, 2010

Didnt post for hmmm .... 4 days ?
Well , lazy to post ...
Mood wasnt quite right from saturday ...
Conflicts conflicts .....
Yawn ...
Well , didnt went to school after wednesday .
Was lazy and ya ... Bored .
Rather spend the tym sleeping at home uh .
Went out today , met maurice and went to the new coffee shop under my block .
Ate , and went home to get money and off to lan shop as im really bored !
Stayed there the whole day . Went 755 after that ..
Back to 419 chatting with shaun and binjie .
Oh , home sweet home . Bathed and posting now ! 4.12 am

BORED !
( HOLIDAY MOOD ! NO 'N' LVLS ! )
Seriously , still deciding about the things i 've said
After holiday or after m'sia
Should i be a man of my word ?
Sick of scaring you or should i say ?
Threathening ?
Should i return wad you 've done ?
Or should i just forgive and forget ?
Well , its not the first tym yea ?
Things will always link ..
Wad you have done .
Theres always a way to link them by words .
So , should i ?
I gave you cold shoulders these few days .
Its because , i really had enough of it !
Well . sick and tired of getting tricked .
Seriously , wad i 've said , i have never done them !
Or are you challenging me ?
Daring me to do those things i have said ?
Well , if yes , just come straight to me and tell me .
Seriously , HAD ENOUGH OF IT !

posted at 4:09 AM by ™bøR!n™

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

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Well , took back our results today ...
Overall , contented ?!
Hmmm , yea , just have a neutral feeling ...
Doesnt affect great !

Eng :46.5/100
Mt :54.5/100
( Combine humans )
SS :32
/50
Geo :33
/50
Total :65
/100
( Combine science )
Physics :36.5
/50
Chem :29.5
/50
Total :66
/100
Maths :64
/100
Poa :50
/100

Well , thats my results . . Have chances in passing Eng too !
Because , this result doesn 't include oral marks ! ( :
So unlucky ... Something happened during last period of the day !
Arghhh !
Didnt managed to escape it !
Yawn ...

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Went home , rest and off to gym around 2-3+ .
Chit chatted at 111 till 9+ and went home after that ...

So tired now ! Yawn Yawn Yawn !
Not gonna attend school tomoro ! Gotta rest !
Get back my energy which i lost from the EXAMS ! ( :

( Done with mid year .. )
( 137 days to 'n' lvls ! )

Nice chatting with you today ( :
Hmmm , chatted alot on your trip huh ?!
Hope those 12 days doesnt come true !
Must find time to amend this predictons ! Hahaha !
Lets amend it together ! ( :


posted at 11:50 PM by ™bøR!n™

Didnt post for past few days !
Was lazy ! Life wasnt good these couple of days ...
Hmmm , feeling bored yea ?!
Tomoro will be the day that im receiving my mid -year results !
Excited ! Well ? Just abit only la ...
Really not feeling so good these few days ...
A feeling that i might break down these days ...
Just a presumption ...
Hais ... Gotta sleep now ! Its 1.16 am ! Gotta wake up at 6 !
Less than 5 hours of sleep ! Die die die !
Hais ...

posted at 1:12 AM by ™bøR!n™

Friday, May 14, 2010

Look lyks bacteria and germs have decided to let me be
the next target of theirs !
Starting to get flu symptoms ... Cough , headache , running nose , sore thoat !
Hmmm , havent sleep for hours and hours !
Routine spoiled .. Its okay though ...
Because , today its Friday !
And , not gonna have this kind of sleeps for Monday !
Seriously , im tired , tired , tired !
I dunno why , even if i lied on my bed for hours , i just cant sleep !
Sleeping disorder are getting worser and worser !
How ? How ? How ?!
Im just a student , cant i have those normal sleeping time ?!
Why ?! Why ?! Why ?!?!?!?

Well , lets not talk about that , by feeling tired and weak ,
I have a feeling that im not totally myself !
Only 60-70% belongs to me !
The others , i dunno , maybe they lost their fights to bacterias ?
Feeling so uneasy !
Btw , these few days , heard alot alot alot of music !
Fascinated by 2 stars who were really hot over night !
Lin Yu Chun and Greyson chance .
They are great !
Fantabulous !

Arghhh , nothing to post ... So bored and so uncomfortable !
( Mid -year 1 more paper left )
( 'n' lvls , 143 days left ... )
Most important , health , then study !

posted at 9:05 PM by ™bøR!n™

Thursday, May 13, 2010

@ 5.15
Its already 5 plus and im just only donw with GEO !
Theres so much for Geography !
Now only starting with physics .. Lucky , theres not much for physics .
Doing 1 revision paper 2 , then revis abit on magnetism and electric can le ( :
Will be done around 6 ?

  • River
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  • Food geography
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  • Coast
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The part in the circle spends me around 1 hr to do it !
Arghhh ! Waste of time !


Today Maths paper was easy !
Higj expectations for my maths result !
Was so unlucky after Maths paper yea ?
Hmmm , wad done is done !
So went for Ne quiz after that ...
Asking stupid questions ... About Sg history and alot !
Then can invest money in diff sectors .
But , if we didnt pass the quiz , wont be able to graduate !
Its important , from MOE !
Stupid quiz , waste tym ! Hahaha !
Managed to catch some sleep around 5-11.30 ?
Then awake until now .. So tired ! Still gotta tahan another 6-8 hours
before i can get the sleep again ...
Tomoro will be chem and POA ! Whooo !
Exams are finishing !
'N' lvls are approaching !
( Mid year - finishing ! )
( 144 days to 'n' lvls ! )

posted at 5:14 AM by ™bøR!n™

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

@ 02.05

Hmmm , Good morning everyone ! I just woke up !
Hahaha ! Well , remember ? I studied Northern Ireland and globalisation yesterday ?
In the end in my exam , it only came out 1 ! I have to choose between the 2 of them !
End up choosing globalisation ! Have more confident in that !
Well , structured essays are over 25 marks ! Im confident that i can get atleast 20 !
For Source -based , stucked with 1 a , Total , there are 1a , 1b , 1c , 1d .
But , i managed to do b , c , d with confident ! hahaha !

Mother tongue paper : Hmmm , well , its okay ...
Actually , i have more confident in my comprehension rather than
my MCQs .
Hope my MCQs would be okay ? Well , its over !
Just wait till the day im recieving my papers again !
Then we will talk about it ! Hahaha !
Gotta study Maths now ! ( :

posted at 2:03 AM by ™bøR!n™

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

@ 5.31 am .

Done with mindmapping and summarising Globalisation !

Positive impacts :
  • Allow ppl to be richer .
  • Fusion food .
  • Easy to communicate , thorugh phone and internet
  • Branded things is easier accessible
Negative impacts :
  • Loss of local culture .
  • Widening income gap of poor and rich
  • Enviroment degration
Origin :
  • Communication
  • Transportation
  • Transnational coporation (TNCs)
Definition : Globalisation is the process wherby ppl and their ideas + activities
become integrated and interconnected ! ( EXCELLENT ! )

May be confident now , but im not sure whether these notes can stay put how long
in my brain ! They are precious now ! Hahaha !
Trying very hard to memorise them clearly and lyk wad the mindmap shown !
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posted at 5:31 AM by ™bøR!n™

@3.40 am

Was late in the morning .. OMG !
Stomach pain ! arghh ! Reached class 7.55 and my classmates
had started their paper 20 min earlier than me !
I told myself ! I have to catch up no matter wad !
I cannot fail ! Turn to first page ... First question , stucked !
Answered it randomly and move on to next section !
Well , was rushing through the paper then ...
Reached summary ... Highlighted 17-18 points ... Only wrote 12-13 of them !
Exceed the word count ! So spent some time brushing of some unwanted words !
Went back to those skipped question and thought it calmly .
Well , no confidence in my Eng paper !

Went for recess ...

Back for Maths paper ! Its totally diff from Eng yea ?
Very very confident ! I guess an A atleast ?! Hmmm , Thanks Mr Chen 's teaching ! Hahaha !
Paper for 2 hours , spent 1 hour doing it .. Half an hour check and the half an hour to rest ..
Joke around and went home ...

Slept from 2+ to 6+ , 8+ to 11+
Well , total of 7 hours - 8 hours + .
Not enough sleep ! Its 3.48 now and im awake !
Not gonna fall asleep later !
Last revision for SS !
Done causes and consequences of conflicts in Northern Ireland !

Causes :
  • Divided loyalties .
  • Education system .
  • Housing allocation .
  • Voting rights .
Consequences :
  • Loss of lives .
  • Drop in economic .
  • Social segregation .
  • Birth of IRA .
  • Political reform .
Done summarising and drafting out a mindmap !
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Well , gotta start on globalisation soon !
If not , i shall fail my SS !
Hmmm , done summarising it , but not done copying it to foolscap
and drafting out the mindmap !
It seems simple , but just for the Northern ireland ,
it spent me 2hours to do it !
I gotta rush ! Gonna be 6 after a blink of my eyes !

( Currently mid-year ! )
( 146 days to 'n' lvls ! )
Go go go ! Get all passes and i will reward myself !

posted at 3:44 AM by ™bøR!n™

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Well , quite stressed up these few days !
Didnt post for a few days too ...
Just dun have the tym , or its just excuses ?!
The fact is , im lazy ?!
Hmmm , went safra ystd with some old frens ...
Played billard and pool . After that , to lan ...
Went back to neighbourhood and chit chat ..
Went home after that aroun 12+

So , today , met some frens too ..
Inconvenient to say la ... Hahaha !
Just reached home .

So many many issues to settle !
ARGHHH !
Somemore , its exam week and im having Maths and Eng paper tomoro !
Both important subjects which require much attention for the paper !
Must have enough sleep !
But , but , just dunno why , i cant draft out my schedule for sleeping this week !
How how how ?!
Money money money ... Why ? You hate me so much dun wanna come find me ?!
Getting worst and worst for financial ...
Remembered i didnt spent that much amount of money each day .
But , whenever i opened my wallet , just cant see the money i used to have !
Didnt get to celebrate mother 's day with my mother today ..
But , nvm , MUMMY , HAPPY MOTHER 'S DAY ! Hahaha !

Im sick and tired of this kind of life ...
I noe , i have better standards of living than many others !
But , i just ... Maybe humans are naturally lyk that ?!
Never contented ! Always take things for granted !
Haiyo ...

Xiaoboy ar xiaoboy ... Say wan help me ask the job ...
2 weeks le ... No answer from you !
Really gonna eat grass le ...
NO MONEY !

Well , gonna resume my studies later ! Arghhh !
REVISION REVISION ! DIE DIE DIE !

( currently having mid year )
( 148 days to 'n' lvls ! )

I need someone who can understand me !
I need someone who can listen to me ,
I need someone who can talk to me !
I need someone who can advice me !
I need someone who can help me out this situation !
Yes , YOU ! Hahahahaha !
You are the one ...
You may not noe how to do any of that ...
But , just your effort on trying is ENOUGH !


posted at 9:23 PM by ™bøR!n™

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Woke up at 9 today !
Finished bathing and FIRST BLOOD !
Hahaha , nose bled !
Bleed and bleed and bleed , once it stops , just nice , my auntie reached !
Went down and off to KK Hospital !
Reached there , find parking ... So many ppl , no sign on how many park lots is available !
TERRIBLE ! So turn rounds in the carpark before getting one !
Went up to my appoinment clinic and waited for queue !
Wait and wait and wait ! Waited for around 1 and a half hour !
Almost fall asleep while waiting .
Went in and see the doctor ... Was a female one ..
Well , no expressions on her face ... Asking and asking questions for around 20 min .
Wrote 2 pages for my report ...
Finally , check my body ...
Send me for alot , alot and alot of test and only gave 1 medicine !
And then , its tym for blood test ... Chatted with the nurse for awhile ..
Was afraid that it is pain as it was my first tym !
When the needle was poked in , the nurse asked me to turn away .
They retrieved a bottle of my blood .. ITS ALOT !
Straight away feel giddy and ache in my hand ... My hand felt numb !
The nurse let me hear the droplets that drip from my blood into another tube ...
GROSS ! Hahaha !
The nurse still said " You 've got good veins ! "

Hmmm , after that , off for lunch at the foodcourt !
Didnt have any strength to pull the chair out from the table with my left hand ...
After lunch , headed off and just when we were about to leave the exit of the hospital ,
then i remembered something ... Wasn't I suppose to have a medicine ?!
Told my aunt , I 've forgotten to get the medicine from the pharmacy !
Then off to collect it !
Well , spend $200+ on these medical bills ..
Its after subsidised !
The bill was actually 400+
Expensive , expensive very expensive ! Arghhh !
Still need to go back on the 23rd of June ...
Its another cost bomb ! Haiyoooh ....

Oh ya , kay seng 's question ... Why pretty girls have ugly bf ?
Hmmm , keep on commenting a couple when we were on our way home ystd !
IRRITATING BASTARD ! HAHAHA !

Off to study first ... TIRED TIRED !
( 2 days to mid -year )
( 152 days to 'n' lvls ! )



posted at 8:09 PM by ™bøR!n™

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Well , i hate liars ! ( :
So , please friends , if you guys are truthful friends , dun lie to me !
Hmmm , well , start acting out my timetable today !
Although its abit out of scheduled , but , i managed to complete first revision !
After dinner and rest , around 9 , shall have another round of revision !
Completed POA just now . Did some practices !
And browse through some of my geography notes !
Shall continue later for geography !

Hmmm , hungry now ! Waiting for dinner !
Hahaha ! Custard fish rice ! ( :
Well , watching tv . The show , Yucks ! I dun lyk it !
Will be absent from school tomoro ! ( :
Dun miss me ya ?! HAhaha !
Dun think that im not attending school means i can sleep late late !
NO ! I have to wake up early and go for my appoinment at KK !
Must reach there by 11 am !
Well , shall post again tomoro !
( :

( 3 more days to mid year ! )
( 153 days to 'n' lvls ! )
GOGOGO ! REVISION ! ( :

posted at 7:42 PM by ™bøR!n™

Monday, May 3, 2010

If social studies is just about memorising , i will PASS IT !
If memorising helps for geography , i will STRIVE IT !
If practice is about Maths , then i will ACHIEVE IT !
If English and Chinese is about speaking it , i will SPEAK IT !
If Chemistry is about understanding , i will UNDERSTAND IT !
If physics is about the formula and defination , i will REMEMBER IT !
If poa is about listening , i will LISTEN TO IT !

Well , 'N' lvls coming real fast ! Thats wad i gonna do !
No choice for every students who is taking national exams and wanna do well in it !
Thats wad , WE gotta do ! Right ?!
Hmmm , planning a timetable with the help of Guo Xiuxing !
Hahaha ! Helped in out in research just now , the defination of small country !
Well , rmb my reward !
Hahahah ! Must not tell anyone uh !
LOL !
Hmmm , actually , i dare not say to the doctor when i went to the clinic
that im having stress . As , compared to others , they have more stress
to managed . But , now , im really feeling that , it is heavier and heavier !
The clouds in my mind turns grey . No more sunny day !
It started to be cloudy now !
When prelims is approaching , it shall start to drizzle !
When 'N' lvls come , raining cats and dogs !
I believe , everything will be okay once 'n' lvls is over !
I will be able to work again as im 16 ( :
Easy to find jobs .
No stress of exams , money , sleep !
Thats wad im asking for !

But now , shall not think so far yet !
Mid year isnt over yet !
It haven even reached !
Its critical this week !
How much i can soar for mid year depends on these
last min revision ! How much effort i 've put in results in my scores !
Well , shall continue on my timetable ! ( :
Thats all for my blog today ! Hahaha ! TAGGG !

( 4more days to mid year )
( 154 more days to 'n' lvls ! )
Yay ! I can do it ! Shall get a bright future for myself !

posted at 10:37 PM by ™bøR!n™

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Hey ! Im feeling great today although im alone at home all the way !
Dunno why , got a kind of satisfied feeling !
Feeling contented i think ?!
Well , didnt think much about anything !
Maybe it will help ?!
Hahaha !

Well , woke up 1+ today !
Feeling so so so tired !
But , still woke up .
Went redhill ystd ! The whole event end so late !
Reach home around 1+ and slept 3+
Ate lunch at home and went down to bought an ice cream !
Chocolate chips with bread ! The motorcycle ice cream !
Dunno how should i call that ?! Hahaha !
Thought about my childhood just now !
Whenever i heard the "ding ding ding ding ding" ,
I will pester my parents to give me money and allow me to go down and buy the
ICE CREAM !
Hahaha !
I will always be gan chiong rushing down the stairs !
Because , im afraid that the uncle wouldnt wait for me !
Enjoying every bit of it ! Hahaha !

Well , my tagboard seems to be dying ?!
Please tag ! Help me save my tagboard !
Hahha !
I need a scanner , anyone have it ?! Can you please tell me ?!
Urgently !
Gotta scan some things inside the computer !

( Mid - year , 5 more days ! )
( 'N' levels , 154 days to go ! )
Lets go everyone ! JYJYJYJ ! ( :

posted at 6:26 PM by ™bøR!n™

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Yesterday was a great disappointment !
Was it because i had high hopes ?
Hmmm , planned to meet idiot after school !
But , didnt . Because she went to met her FRIENDS ! So went to have lunch !
Went home after that ! Nothing to do !
So , lied on bed planned to sleep , but i cant !
Watch the ceiling ... Somehow communicating with it ! HAHAHA !
Went for gym at night , another disappointment came .
But , its just an small impact .. So didnt cared about it .
Went home after that ...

Well , later going to redhill ! Arghhh ! So far ...
Going alone somemore .
Bored !
No one accompanying me for the journey there ..
These few days , i feel weird ..
Real weird !
Im not sure where went wrong ..
But , nothing seems to satisfy me !
Especially everything you do !
Are you wrong or i have high hopes ?!
Im not sure ..
But cannot , dun say okay .. I HATE IT !
Because , when you said okay , i felt happy and as if something was
pushing me up to the sky above !
But , when you did a different thing with wad you said ,
theres a great gravity pull which pulls me down ! PAIN !

( 155 days to 'n' lvls ! )

posted at 12:08 PM by ™bøR!n™

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